2007

2008-02-02T19:28:00.000-08:00

WWW.XANGA.COM/B_ANANABOAT

2007-05-18T08:56:00.001-07:00

HELLOHELLO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I HAD CHANGED MY BLOG AGAIN...
TO
www.xanga.com/raynetan
SORRY EVERYONE! PLS KINDLY RELINK ME! ;D

2007-05-16T08:01:00.001-07:00

TWO MORE DAYS!

2007-05-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

Picture speaks a thousand words.
&Girlfriends is always still the best than useless boyfriend.

I know my fringe looks like fuck in all photos(:

&You know how crazy I am, acting macho...dancing at orchard road and stuffs!LOL

This is my Exboyfriend(:

She's A tall one!

those romantic moment spent with my girls,i wont forget(:
&I was kind of moodswing to think of memories which was kept at the bottom of my heart.

My tongue is fuck long;DD

I'm trying my best to cover the label!LOL

&This is not my hand!LOL

I WANT HER FIRST KISS!!;D

FRENCH KISS ME WILL YOU? LOL

MY BEST BOYFRIEND EVER! ;D SHE'S ...... JASLYN PEK!

I'm TRYING to BITE THE WHOLE HEAD! LOL

MY PRETTIEST GIRLFRIEND (:

I felt so happy to have both of them in my life!I was born to tell them, I LOVE YOU!

The Another day

Did this out of stress......

Bak tuk teh!

&&I finally updated my blog!

Please enjoy looking at my photos.

I brought a skinny jeans&a top that day!

My Sixteenth Birthday Is Coming....in five days times!

Goodness!I cant imagine i'm getting older on friday!

Nevertheless,I'll be celebrating my fruitful birthday with my dearest jx&475.

12May.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CINDYXIAO&KELVIN;D

I went to farm with my mum&sister(:

This is the thing to trap the houseflies.oh,its fucking disgusting.

Fuck big fish,i think it's older than me.(:

The goatssss(:

& I wont miss taking photo of myself!

&&GIRLFRIENDS

YOU ALL ROCKS MY LIFE !

2007-05-07T21:54:00.000-07:00

Hello (:

My MYE is ending very sooooon. I left with Chemistry&Amath paper.

Okay,sorry for those short post I updated because I didnt really have much time.

And I think I falling my MYE. I only put hopes in Emath paper=/

Yesterday night was disastrous, perhaps I'm still weak at heart!

LOL. Thanks Jessica,VivienP & Ah-Pui.

I know its sickening to listen to my cries on phone!

Too many things came into my life and its gone now.

I thought ~~he was the one~~. Shits.

If I'm not in love with you

What is this I'm going through

Tonight

And if my heart is lying then

What should I believe in

Why do I go crazy

Every time I think about you, baby

Why else do I want you like I do

If I'm not in love with you

If it’s just infatuation then

Why is my heart aching

To hold you forever

Give a part of me

I thought I’d never

Give again to someone I could lose

If I'm not in love with you

Why in every fantasy

Do I feel your arms embracing me

Lovers lost in sweet desire

Why in dreams do I surrender

Lying with you baby

Someone help explain this feeling

Someone tell me

[Faith Hill-If I'm not in love with you.]

Scream with me!

' TEN MORE DAYS TO RAYNETAN'S BIRTHDAY!!'

11th may going out with girlfriends! ;D

This month is a very special with alot of people birthday! ;D

1st May- Gohpeizong

2nd May-Nicky goh

6th May-LinZhilin

12th May-Cindysiao

18th May- MINE!;DD

22th May-Wenxin

23th May-Peiyu,Cheinyie&Lionel

24th May-Chewkahhao

&. Today is the Eighth.

I kept a part of him with me, and today is one year ever since we've broke up.

& he had found his happiness already. (:

That's all I wished for a friend, happy.

& he's my first love.

Love is a sweet thing.

A memorable chapter in my life was the time I spent with SFZ.

& now he's no longer my best friend .. nor even simple 'hi-bye' friend.

(: Its alright, really.

I had moved on.

2007-05-07T06:42:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the eighth.

2007-05-04T08:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NICKYGOHDAIEN(o2O5) &PEIZONG (o1O5).

Hello people,i'm back to blogging now!I didnt have time to blog out this week because it was my MYE and I think I'm failing subjects after each and every papers=/I cant focus,I really couldnt!
Whatever,since its over..I still have few papers on.

I want to say a big thank you to Aaron&Zilong who taught me until they almost vomitted out blood. & girlfriends who had studied together! Bitter memories alway kept in my heart!

On my grandpa's birthday
My adorable cousin!

Today(:

Memories(:

2007-05-03T01:03:00.000-07:00

So much to say
But where do I start
Would you listen if
I spoke from the heart
It's simple things
That keep us apart
You know it doesn't have to be this way
Can't you hear it in my voice
You gotta listen when I say
Don't let me go when
I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah I've gotta know
When this feeling I've got won't let go
Some people stop
And some people stare
I'm hearing whispers that you no longer care
Should I stay
Should I turn away
Stop playing games now you know it's not fair
Can't you hear it in my voice
You gotta listen when I say
Don't let me go when I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah
I've gotta know
When this feeling I've got won't let go
You make me think I've got this feeling for you
I've tried so hard, won't you listen to me?
Cause we can make it we can see this through
Let me start by telling you
Don't let me go when
I'm this low
Why can't we talk about it
Why can't we figure it out
I wanna know as people grow
How do they sort it all out
Work out what love is about
So tell me now yeah
I've gotta know
~~When this feeling I've got won't let go~~

All my efforts are wasted. I cant figure out why things turned out this way though..

He called me on the day I gave him his present, he said he appreciated... but.

I am hurt, definately very hurt..when I saw his blog. I did message him at 12am too. Did he received my happy birthday message? I guess its my weakness which is pulling me back.

I said that..I had let go.. I said that I had move on..

I tried to tell him not to contact me so that I could forget him in a easy way,

but why he must contact me weekly? Sigh,its hard.

& I swear I wont listen to all those fucking calls anymore. Sigh..

I didnt know if he's taking revenge on how much I hurt him the previous time,but I guess a girl had a fragile weak heart aint like him..

Sigh.

The first one to pass him present,the last one to be mention.

Am I really not important to you anymore.

Forever friends? fuck.

Always be there for me? fuck.

...fuckfuckfuck.

2007-05-01T06:43:00.000-07:00

Stress

2007-04-27T21:56:00.000-07:00

(:

Studied with girlfriends and Aaron came and teach me maths(: Thanks!
I guess monday going to have discipline case,its like what the fuck.
我爱我的女朋友SSSSS.

Ytd night, the people who viewed 1518. ITS 1518 ! LOL (:
Its about the number(1518) not about the number of ppl view.;D

2007-04-25T13:01:00.000-07:00

The girl I am looking at now , looks back at me.
I smile to her softly as her tears roll down her cheeks.
I place my fingers gently on hers , cold like
ice as cold as her back is.
A blade in her hand , she turn and look.
Reminiscing , two little beautiful girls.
On that field , not afraid of scars from falling down.
Now she's a grown up. Impressions kills and words make it worst.
The shape of her bones print beneath her bare skin.
And those are the ones who alienated her ,
true beauty collide in her insanity.
Words kills.
Narcissist is the most pressurizing job on earth.
I know that girl , I know her well ,
I understand her
like a plane of glass ; me.

TODAY IS THE 25TH ..... (:
I'm NOT back to blogging.. still on hiatus!

2007-04-22T04:02:00.000-07:00

Which's the loneliness meaning?
Is some kind of feeling?
Is something that wraps our heart..
And can touch us so strongly.. clawing inside our being?
But sometimes.. Just sometimes.....
Change of meaning
& the loneliness becomes like and old friend to me
& allows me to mediate... and to clarify my own feelings.

& Just sometimes,
I wish that I could just die....peacefully.

I seem emo, but I'm really not alright.
I dont understand, why cant I ask you out for a dinner. Why the world is so fucking unfair.
Why, why you can ask me out for dinner like we used to last time..
& Why cant me.. for just a dinner... you're fucking selfish!
Why cant I pass your birthday present personally to you? Why?
You're selfish.
): I know i'm useless, I cant do anything but to cry non-stop.

I'm on hiatus!
For days,for weeks,for months..not for years(: Takecare everyone!
Keep my tagboard going(: i'll be fine when I'm back!

Astroboy brought me to heaven which is not sad anymore.

2007-04-20T22:45:00.000-07:00

我不开心 ; 我要快乐

2007-04-20T07:05:00.000-07:00

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I dont know what to update,I dont know how to put my feelings into words.. Fucked up with life.

&shit that fucking bastard who gave my number to his friend. Its just because you tried so hard to woo me,but you FAIL.& you're taking revenge by doing all this things?&Please this isnt the first time you're giving my number to your friends.You think its funny?I dont think so.Look at how old are you now,please can you like grow up? This aint funny alright? Knn-.-Fuck so many people before,dirty ass.You're just another dung of shits in my mind,Hell with yr private part ya? HONGGAN,andylamkokping.Get a life larh,please....try harder

&that monkey who made me wait for him when he didnt turn up. Sigh.
&shit those who waste my fucking time and effort.

Every ship is drifting apart.Even the best around...

I'm disappointed,drifted apart..do you understand?

once the best,its broken now.

Mydearestgirlfriends,thanks(:

MyJxl,iloveyoutwo(:

MySeng,谢谢你.

Mysuperman,Iknowyou'realwaysthere!

&people who know what's happening around.

I'M SO IN LOVE WITH MY BACKGROUND!ITS KANGGGGGGGG'SHAND;D

I'LL PUT IT FOR LONG.(:

2007-04-19T02:29:00.001-07:00

I tried to commit suicide by poking pencil lead into my flesh. (:

2007-04-16T05:55:00.000-07:00

Reminiscing the past.

I was a very happy girl back then.

perhaps ... commit suicide?

You lied...Fuck it.

2007-04-15T04:11:00.000-07:00

2007-04-13T22:10:00.000-07:00

I look like awesome shit in this photo.=X

Today is 13th of friday!Yesterday morning was super fucked up. MrCris dont even trust us ;( But I guess its all over already. If ever that day after O level,I saw her.I'll pack up my shits into a container and smack it right in her kuku face ;D & Vivienphang,cheerup.Iloveyoualways(:

Blahs on~I went home straight after school.I spent 15minutes playing computer&chatting with my darlingJess,after that went to bath and rushed to school=/ LOL. I was late luh, made Michelle&Cindy waited for me. Hehs.

Then its was pouring very heavily, we couldn't cross over the road and go school.Messaged Cris&he drove us into school.Coooooool!
Then we went to ServiceLearning!Its funfunfunfun! But the kids there were very violent.Once we reached,Allan was attacked by several kids. I dont know why,I guess he took too much drugs.LOL. The kid that I was assigned to was quiet and violent.Sigh, I dont know how to help him, just stare helplessly. But JunJie had got his way to make the kid talk and stick to him(: We played games and all, I really love the kids there. They are hell adorable! ;D

Afterthat,we went to KFC @ clementi to have our dinner. We ate damn slowly after that went home;D hehs!
I sent Cindy home halfway then I went to meet Xiang. &went to basketball court there sitting. I almost hit by both basketball and soccer ball. Luckily Hongkong=P sat beside me. Hehs! I want to play basketball lehhh): Tsk! Then I listen to Ben's phone soooo many songs but cant send to me because my memory card spoilt! Tsk! Ah! My birthday I want a memory card =/ LOLOL
Then we went to 474 sit down, chit chat =/ Jessica they all went to drink but I didnt =D I'm like so guai,thank you!LOL I drank barley with tiger-.- The taste very kns~ LOL. Then after that my sister saw us. Hurs. Irrtating luh. That 22years old man said my hand alot of hairs. Tsktsk! Three of them keep saying my hair can comb. & One of them kena pushed down by me =/ hehs! Sorry luh,I dont know my hair so strong. Hehs! =/

Behind this smile of mine, there live a broken,torn apart heart.

你会跟我庆祝吗?

2007-04-12T03:29:00.000-07:00

Will you stay awake for me?

D: I shed a pool of tears yesterdaynight. Hahaha.

Today school was alright,very alright.But during english period, that oh-fuck-relieve teacher came in and make the class so pissed off.She's oh-so-nabeh. -.- I cant stand your fucking soft voice which acted gentle. Please, for goodness sake!She's just an STAFF OF GENERAL OFFICE IN THE SCHOOL. Sound nicer? She's just a clerk,useless clerk.

Today we had P.E period!I'm enjoying my days with Mr.Ragmesh!;DHis adidas watch so nice!I want to buy for myself;DSoooo nice luh!hehs!I take his watch,feel like asking Mr.Ragmesh, give me can?LOL=DI'm in love with Mr.Ragmesh!HAHAHAHAHA.

I'm proud of myself!Today we had NAPFA test;DStanding broad jump,I jumped 183cm!LOL.Cool right?hehs!I'm so prouddd.(:I repeat,its ONE HUNDRED&EIGHTYTHREE CENTIMETERS;DI got five points!hehs!;D

I feeel like drinking bacardi again.A sudden feeling of picking up drinking habit again...

Michhhh,thanks for ytd(:

No edit-ed.(:

2007-04-11T03:53:00.000-07:00

): I'm happy. Sounds contradicting?

Dont seems to find a way to let go.

女朋友们,谢谢你们.一直在我身边.

It ends tonight.

Your subtleties

They strangle me

I can’t explain myself at all.

And all that wants

And all that needs

All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing

My minds unweaving

Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.

A weight is liftedOn this evening

I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,

It ends tonightIt ends tonight.

A falling star

Least I fall alone.

I can’t explain what you can’t explain.

Your finding things that you didn’t know

I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing

My minds unweaving

Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.

A weight is lifted

On this evening

I give the final blow.

[Chorus]

When darkness turns to light

It ends tonight,It ends tonight.

Just a little insight will make this right

It’s too late to fightIt ends tonight,

It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side

It’s better than being on your side

It’s my fault when your blind

It’s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside

Now you’re the first to know

2007-04-10T04:00:00.000-07:00

Today school was alright.

My mood is in cloud nine all day while!

Girlfriendsss,should know the reason for being so!

Laughs,I hope HOXIAOYIN recover soon!

&I hate people cutting my queues,so ill-manner-.-Downgrader!Hurs,motherfucker.

Cut my queues and still dare to say back me-.-Darnyou,hell!

Stayed back with Fish after school and chit-chat for awhile.I went home and was follow by one kuku pervertic asshole!Luckily,my staring gong fu not bad, if not i'll dead...;D

I went to cut my fringe!;Dits short now!But I like!hehs!

Takecare RAYNETAN's blog's ADMIRERS ;D HAHAHA =D

i'm HAPPY, yeah!

2007-04-09T02:26:00.000-07:00

RAYNETAN
Y WORMY PHANG
Y SHEN JING QI
Y XIAO MEI (FISH)
Y FUCKFACE
Y AHSOH MIN
Y XIAOPEHPEH
Y LAOPO VIEN
Y HU DA BIAN
Y DA JIE DA (MEIMEI;D)
Y JASLYN BF=P

As usual went back to school.I dont like school!;DI've ONE strand of white hair on my head):I was fucking pissed off!Walao!Why am I having white hair!;(I want to dye my hair black!I want to dye my hair black!Sigh!):Must be too stress up!Hurs!I've been losing a lot of hairs these few days!Hurs!

我喜欢你可是我却不认识你.

Yesterday I went town with my sister then I bought my HAVANNAS SLIPPER!;DEveryone lets cheer!LOL.I'm happy&its red in colour!=DSCREAM!=)
HURS! ;D

Dont know what to post already(: I hate porkchop! Yes,very much!;D

2007-04-06T08:53:00.000-07:00

;D I'm dying&turning rotten at home!

My sickness didnt go smoother.I guess its still quite bad.):

I didnt went for gf outing):But I got to meet up with JX to celebrate Xiang's birthday!

JX&Guanyi&Aaron came and meet me first,we light up the cake&secretly walk toward the other block.There got like seven or eight of them.Counted as quite alot(: Then everyone sang happy birthday song!Its hell fun!It takes all the pain away(:

Then we slacked at the voiddeck after that went to Xxiang's house(:

Played Daiti and I won for the first round and subsequently I lose;DLOL!

Then GuanYi super sotong when he entered Xxiang's house, he went to banged the praygod thing.LOL

Then went inside the room,he banged the boxing bag-.-LOL.After that, his head was hitted by me quite a few times!LOL.Then he came inside the room and gently hit my head.LOL.It has been a longlonglong time,someone sayang my head(:LOL.

&
I want to ride a motorbike;D

We went home at around 11plus.I felt that it had been alonglonglong time since JXL conferencing on phone):I really missed those daily updates in life JX!

Together with JX,I really forget those itchness!

Both darling girls took the pain away from me(:

I love you two,I meant it(:

I loathe copymeow?Okay,I writing to whoever that's guilty of it.Girlfriend jersey?

Yes fuck you right back,aint this our idea?Hell.

&still gold&white?Godness!I know larh,you all have hell lots of money not like us.-.-

Whatever fuckshit..We still continuing on with our girlfriends' jersey..Moronpork.

2007-04-05T08:15:00.000-07:00

I feel that I'm holdin on for too long. I know there wont be anymore chances.

Ever since August'o6, you're still the one I missed.

I felt that I'm really a fool now.

Even though I've attached inbetween

but I know you're the one I needed most.

BUT ;

its different now. I really moved on from today start. Because I wanted to lead a new life. Because now that I'm sick, you dont even care. I know... I dont meant a single dot to you. Mark the date. o5o4o7.

I've moved on.

2007-04-05T06:59:00.000-07:00

THANKS TO ALL WHO CARED. I REALLY APPRECIATED IT! Y

2007-04-04T19:38:00.000-07:00

As I said, I'm strike with expensive disease. On the outer side of me, I seem very alright. But actually I dont. I'm emotionally down, because I can't go girlfriends' outing & xiang birthday party. The worse is, I cant go Sports day'o7 when I'm involved in the cheer! Big sigh. All my efforts staying back after school gone to waste. Sigh ): No one does understand my feelings.. ~~Girlfriends'outing...Xiang's party..Sports day...~~ (SHITS!)

& I'm down with Cold Sore :
You may experience an itch or heightened sensitivity at the site preceding each attack. Its caused by Fever, menstruation, stress and exposure to the sun may trigger a recurrence.

Sigh, I really hope I would be fine tomorrow at least for girlfriends' outing, but Doctor said, it at least need 3more days ):
Godd, please save me! I really badly miss going Orchard Road.. Fareast plaza..The Heeren & most importantly my Havannas slipper ):
Sigh..

I know this post is however emotionally. )))): I just wished you to b there as someone who care only...
I'm fine.... really.

Just now, ShiQi&Fish messaged me (: Vivien&Yuting called me. Really touched. =D

My Emath test result came back 19.5 over 2o =D I'm happy! /SCREAMS

2007-04-04T08:22:00.000-07:00

it'll be a very short post.

i'm die with some expensive sickness which I just went to the clinic and it costs 254$.

I cant go for BOYFRIEND'SNIGHT-CUM-XIANG'SBIRTHDAYPARTY & TMR LAST YEAR IN WWSS SPORTS DAY.

Super down now, i dont even have the right moood to blog....

Can anyone message me and share some care. I know for people who do ): Sigh.................................................................

2007-04-04T03:50:00.000-07:00

=D HELLLOOOO E-MATHERs

I guess this few days I'm doing Amath&Emath until my head growing bigger! & After Amath lesson, my hair will be super ugly. Its seem like I just had lightning strike or chemical explosion boom my head !

Today lessons were dry & I really super fucked up with MeatBall's lesson. I meant she don't have to say 'your reading is superb poooooorrrrr, you better buck up!' mother fucker luh yes, I know i'm pooor in english but whatsoever, I've my own pride. Whatever shit~

Okay, I stayed in school for the last cheerleadering practice & tmr is the performing day! I'll be uber high tmr! =D

/RAISE YOUR HANDS UP IN THE AIR.

After that, I went to find MrTan to ask about chemistry then stayed back with 1/4 of 4Gelignite to do homeworks! I'm nerdddddy (:

I think my blog abit contridicting. Because I know that I dont have time for any relationship now, but I still wish there is someone for me to hold on. Laughs, nevermind! Whatever it is! I know I love my girlfriends a lot =D

What if I said I love you, will you give me the happiness that I craved for.....

2007-04-03T04:37:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE ; its the hardest.

I'm sorrry for the period of not blogging ! Thanks so people who have tagged(: i've replied!
I'm busyyy down with homeworks & alot of stuffs! I dont even have time to catch my beathe! ):
Sunday night!

Met up with Aron to cut hair & went to met Xiaoxiang =D & Chatting on phone with SFZ.

Monday!

School as usual, its was boring! I dont understand Amath, after school present our cheerleadering thing to Ragmesh!
Goodness, our house is the worst of all, whatever! We'll be the best on thursday! ;DD

Went to remedial after cheerleadering thing and then went straight home. I was half-dead! /Tired!
THANKS TO FISH&JASLYN's LETTERS! I'm superly touched! I'll reply it asap! I love them! teeeheeee.

At night, called SFZ to ask something. I was depressed! Because my dear friend&daddychew got arrest ): I pray that everything goes very well for him! Yes I'll pray for him everynight! =D

Tuesday!
Super tired! I just got home. I've to stay back everyday! God, please save me! ):
I just witness a fight between my gan di&one particular ass. Okay, I announce again, I hate that ass. As I had mention flark ass name in my blog last year. Whatever! I really felt so lost when I see him beat my gan di. I dont know if I should scream at him or to stop the fight. But I just done nothing but to stare ): Kind of useless and kpo to stand there. Okay, that ass was super fucked up! I just hate him to the core. Mother fucker, I think he should bang his head on the wall! Whatever! SFZ is on our side so there is not much to be worry. I'm sure that he can get all this settle fairly (: Yes! That ass , if he dare fight with SFZ larhhh, I swear and confirm he'll lost to SFZ ! :DD

I went cheerleadering after school like again! ;D But I was very high! Cool right? I'm performing on THURSDAY! People come and support me, a clap a glance will touch my heart! =D

I wont get attached for the period of time ( like as if I can find someone)!

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING ! ;D

2007-03-30T19:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night conference on phone with darling Jessica&Xiang

;DD Slept @ 1am plus.

This sunday, I think I'm going to see my grandpa. I miss you, grandpa!

I edited my previous post and this post ;D

That was rubbish and dont mean it.

I went to fishing in the morning with Xiang&all.

I'm not your girlfriend so dont call me as yrs -.- wtf

Then we slacked around, really very bored.

People played pool or crabing! I shared my LAME SIA joke with them again! So coooooool! ;D

Backed home @ 4pm then went out again (:

Sigh, alot of unhappy things revolving around life right now.

I dont know how to put words to show out how I felt. I just feel ... disappointed.

Her saying dont go well with her actions. I'm totally fucked up now. For three years friends, she've always been like that.

I meant its really ridiculous.

& if you really choose thing to go this way, then let it be. I wont speak anymore..

I'm utter disappointed.. & I know I could just pretend you&I are still the ~~crazy~~ sister ...

~~sistership~~

2007-03-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

;D I'm super-ultra-uber-superb high now!

I'm chatting with hell lots of people now in msn! ;D

I enjoyed myself tonight (: !

Ofcourse with my dearest girls, Jessica&Wenxin! Together with XiaoXiang&amp;amp;Quanyi&Aaron ;D

Accompany them to eat ChickenRice & then walked to the 477.

Those guys treated us to drink! Not bad, but I accidentally spill Wenxin on my shorts!

Goodness! Luckily that block is infront of mine only. I walked back home.

I dont like to drink!! Although I was like forcing myself to drink it, cause I dont know nowadays when I drank, the feeling came so weird. I dont like. I wont like anymore if only i'm sad. (:

Then we chatted at there, telling lameeeee jokes ;D hmmm!

Then Ahpui&Orhxiong came! Accompanied him to eat and went to AhPui's house.

But I went home cause JX went home already (:

LOVED.

2007-03-29T06:51:00.001-07:00

/Hey mickey you so bad , you steal my cookie.
OH! mickey! oh! oh! oh mickey!

I managed to get my way through online now!

Sisters! Let cheers for FISHY who is ATTACHED now! ;D She's in cloud nine luh! /ENVY!

When ZhiLin asked her for stead, she told me how happy she was.

Nowadays, people are patching back & getting attached!

HELLO, GOD i'm still single ! ;D /kidding!

Okay whatever. It has been two months plus since then!

Godness! Today we had Cheerleadering after school! I was really very-ultra-uber-tired!

I wasnt really in the mood to dance also. But at least I got the dance steps! Going back school for rehersal on Saturday!

& The final on Thursday!

Come & support me alright!

I find this post rather random. I'm in cloud eighteen now! Because I'm chatting with someone special @ MSN ! My god! I've been longing for this day! THANKS LIMGUOHAO! ;D /HAPPY DAO~

2007-03-29T04:25:00.001-07:00

KNEES

ARE

GREAT

PAIN.

2007-03-28T07:39:00.000-07:00

High on the hills with the lonely goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-lay-he-hooYodell back with the girl and goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-low

SUNDAY ; 25o3o7

I messaged my GABRIELKOK at night (:

We chatted for 2minutes plus! ;D

Then I went to sleep at around 12 plus!

MONDAY ; 260307

GABRIELKOK went to Tekong already. /BORED!

I had P.O.P rehersal until 5.3opm ! /faints!

It was the first time I went for rehersal. Some what of blurrr~

& Please, other CCA ppl are laughing at my rank. /CHILDISH!

Its like.... only the rank? Academic studies want to compare? Argh -.-

& I cant stand our own CCA people, self-promoting. /PAIN IN THE ASS!

Whatever craps alright, I dont give a shit!

Then we purposely had girlfriends dinner! Thanks to all the girlfriends who waited for me and VivienP. for hours!

/APOLOGISE~ We went to the wrong place -.-

Nevermind, they're not angry! ;D

Afterthat, we went home @ 8pm and saw Xiang !

(: Went to buy school shoes! Mine is rotten shit now! LOL

TUESDAY ; 27o3o7

>.> I have cheerleadering after school! Its fun larh, although I look like robot while dancing!

LOL , rushed home & changed to meet CINDY for gym-ing!

I ran 2ominutes and done cycling plus dont know what exercies !

I was superly tired! & After that, we went to be theives! LOL

Headed to 3ooplus there ! LOL.

We ran there and here, hide, jump and cheers. LOL

Whatever ;D We're theives of the day !

WEDNESDAY ; 280307

P.O.P !

CHEERIOS~ I dont have to stand those irratiting ass in the CCA already(:

But I'll definately miss all those memorable times with my darling girls!

& not forgetting those Juniors I always hang out with :D

Fish&Vivien&RAYNE went to Jurong point for Lunch. Again, LJS!

Sinful fooodsss~ I'm not eating tomorrow! I'm getting fatter and fatter and fatter!

/Imagine I cant go enter my house next time. LOL

Then TXH called me, went to Arena & slacked.

Godness,I had lost my skill in pool -.-

I paired up with TXH VS V&F.

Godness! I cant manage to roll the black ball into the hole for Eighttimes?!

Arghhh, chatted with TXH alot alot alot..

Dont worry, no matters what happen I'll be there !

Home @ 4+ (:

I CUT MY HAIR ALREADY (:

2007-03-25T03:10:00.000-07:00

谁还记得今天是你和我的天…

I spent my afternoon all alone @ Clementi Mac.

Yes, I ate macdonald alone & done my homework all alone at the macdonald.

This is like the first time of my life,i'm being sooooo independent. I dont relay on friends anymore.

Thanks 628o for giving me great music and ku gua for messaging me.

I wasnt in good moood the whole day,

I cant make myself believe you're gone....

Congrats to me. Two months single ! ;D

2007-03-23T04:51:00.000-07:00

Hey! Hey! You! You! I dont like your girlfriend!

Today's lesson was ULTRA boring. I was falling asleep in SS lesson already ;D

Thanks to Jackass!

Then I almost cried luh, I want to make this a super ultra long entry for teachers (hopefuly) to read?

I just got to know that Saintjohn doesnt have promotion day. I meant like wtf -.- I dont understand why other uniform group are having their promotion day every half a year or at least yearly. But looks what SJ is doing? Nothing for us.

Hello! Effort puts in you care? I mean it wasnt you who stand under the sun. Its the commander and our effort to win the Intra-UG every year. I mean dont you see our effort in the CCA. Yes, although I always make mistake but look, I put in my effort in the CCA. But what do we get back. Dont say about me, what about the rest. Aisyah&Eileen turns up for CCA like everytime, they hardly pon like I do. But what is their result too. We passed out as a Coporal?

How great. Looks, its disgraceful can?

For all the past few batches, I dont see their ranks like us. Kind of like wasting my effort for the four years luh! MotherFucker! Listen up, for the secondary one who has just join! QUIT NOW. ;D I seriously hate the teachers in charge. She is hell biased to the guys! FUCKING OBVIOUSLY FLIRT. Hey please, she's a teacher now! Her action damn obvious! Please, her face cannot make it. Seriously, her face looks like my asshole. She sucks!

She dont talk reasons with ppl. There was a incident when I waited for Lionel they all at the cafeteria to walk to the SJ room together& we went in late. I mean if we went in early or late, I dont see the different because after taking attendence we can go anywhere we want. So what's the differ? & Because that Lionel&all their bags were placed in the room and mine wasnt. She marked my attendence as late and their as late with VR. Like what the fuck! PLEASE USE YOUR PEA BRAIN, MS GOH HOCK FEN? What fuck name she had luh.

/digs our shit from asshole and smash on yr hell face.

Okay, enough of scoldings. (: I'm gentle.

Yesterday, went to jurongpoint with girlfriends ;D

& saw the rest of the girlfriends and we went to KFC for chit chat session!

After that, we went home ;D

I saw Jasperd! & Jackson (:

At night, I went to meet my handsome-princess-LIM !Because supposing to meet him at 5pm then change to 6pm then to 7pm then to 8pm, finally met up with him at 9pm! ;D

He's superly handsome can! I passed him present &he kept comparing my height and his! ;D Let him win, yes you're taller than me ! LOL.

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANDYLIM

Today morning, went out to vivien's house.

Its wasn't pleasant one. My day was spoilt by one ass. Whatever crap. I dont wish to elaborate anymore. I went back home and online-d now.

I was fucking hell pissed. >.>

One very kind soul he's giving me urbanmale bag for birthday, i dont know how true it is ;D but hopefully its the truth ;D and i'll be the happiest rayne tan in the world (:

THANK YOU FOR READING . & PLS TAG MORE ;D

2007-03-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

Feel horny?
http://xia0aii.blogspot.com/2007_02_01_archive.html

=D She's the hottest now, in the newspaper report and everywhere =)

I was dreamin my way through studies today. Lessons were alright, I had my M&M

to accompany my lessons. I was oh-so-talkative today. The boring in-touch in the morning

killed my day. Stayed back after school for gossips...

Jaslyn&Xiaoyin&Jacklyn vandalised my handbook today. I was writing down what to buy and they wrote.

ChinFerlin<3
Superman Cap for Xy
Kill her
(:
:
Digital watch for FERLIN (not pasar malam)
Treat Xy&Jaslyn swensens!
Give Jaslyn Chocolate everyday!
Buy kinder surprise for Jaslyn&Xy everyday
give $1o to pek&xy everyday
love Jaslyn&Xy alot everday <333
give Jacklyn, whatever SHE wants&asks for (=
Teng Jaslyn (no resorting to violence, beat not equal to dote)
Ai Xiaoyin!
Jaslyn is MY Boyfriend! <33

LOL, & that's how they vandalised it! ;D I love them alot everyday. =D

I going to runnnnn now (: BYE ASSY.

TAG MY BLOG! &MORE&MORE.

To who you know: PLEASE STOP BULLYING MY BOYFRIEND JASLYN :D

Y I want to find that love again.

2007-03-21T03:46:00.000-07:00

=/ HELLO ATTACHED PEOPLE & SINGLE PEOPLE.

Things aint going too well for me.... Sigh (whatever.)

I went to watch The messenger with VivienH.,ShiMin,XiaoYin,Peggy&Cindyx.

Not bad afterall, I hate those BOONLAYSECONDARYSCHOOL people who was sitting infront of me =/ So fucking irritating & that flark guy even molest my legs! @!$#%#$&$%& Curse his that part turns hell small! TskTskTsk!

Then I thought that was meant to be a horror movie, but I dont understand why some ass are laughing their ass out! How much I wished they were kicked out and ban from movie! Tsk! They didnt know how to appreciate movie? Then hell get lost! =/

Then after the show, we were walking out and some whatever called as to walk faster and ShiMin went to chase after them. The whole thing was fucking hell funny! ROFL. I saw YongKeong at the popular (:

Went back-ed home and I saw Jessica&Zengye on the way ;D I miss that sweet meimei hell lots =D Then here I am onlined.

Thanks WEEWEE ;D

I changed my blog song again (; Someone's watching over me.

I have a lot of things to buy, top on my list ! Adidas Original Tshirt for him & NewUrbanMale bag ;D Till I have save up money, i'll buy ;D

( You should know who am i talking about, if you're hell filled with guilt. )

I dont understand what I want which I bloggED out, someone seem to copy me and claim that ___ is that one who is the original buyer. Like what the hell. If you have hell loads of fashion sense that you always claimed that you had, then oh fucking hell get something out of you !

Tsk.

2007-03-20T02:23:00.000-07:00

:D HELLO . *raise yr hand up in the air !

YESTERDAY ; 19MARCH.

I was sent to school by KOKPING! He surprise me by waiting for me under my block! thanks ;D

After assembly, I saw my handsome angel ! /faints can? =D

I didnt use the computer at all ! Because my internet access was cut off *groans.

I was stone-ing at home, I slept on the sofa straight away after my dinner! LOL
I slept till like 9pm and woke up to do some homework (:
I superly moodless, then around 12am I tried to sleep. Toss&Roll.
I cant sleep, I woke up from nightmare.

TUESDAY ; 2oMARCH2oo7
& Thus I woke up at o63oam this morning! I changed and rushed to the bus stop, no time for breakfast ! HurHur, I ran to the bus stop its like marathon! LOL.

Then went to school, I was happy with gfs ! (: & I hate my recess time! It sucks totally.

Chatted with Min,Vivien,Xy&Cindy in the cafeteria! ;D oh-so-auntie!

Back-ed home alone ): HenTaoYan.

2007-03-18T07:40:00.000-07:00

I'm over stressed ! I studied for straight six hours today !

I was having tuition and received long-lost-di message!

He told me about ____ playing basketball at JURONGEAST! (not my problem luh)

-_- but I had the urge to go down and watched others play (:

I met fuckface&cindy study! It ends up Oral practising!

We rock&roll in the macdonald! =) & back-ed home.

Tireddddd~

I hate liars.

2007-03-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

HELLLOOOOOO NUGGETS, CHICKEN WINGS AND CHARCOAL.

I just came back from daniel's chalet (i think so...).

I ate a plate of rice and one nugget :D I dont dare to eat the fishball. LOL

When I reached there, I cant see any sight of a girl ! (tian ahh...)

I was stoneing,rocking and bullshiting on phone. Thanks to ahphang for accompanying me. If not I'll decompose myself there !

Then chatted with zhenghan&kian yong! He knew that I like melvin last time. ( tian ehhhh!!)

Then used Zhenghan's phone and chatted with XY !! Then went upstair to play poker cards (:

Blahs~ I saw NG CHUN KIAT there tooo ! I think he machaim forget who am I ! Tsk!

Till I told him my name then he had like some kind of flashback -.- (tian ehhhhh~)

They on techno superb loud, everyone so high. That indian hokkien guy talked very funnily!

I was about to roll on the floor with his dumb experiences !

I drank abit of tiger (Offered by KOKPING! )?

EEEEEE~ *pukes

Cabbed home with KOKPING @ 1opm plus, coooooooool man !

I LIKE TODAY GATHERING ! (although all their faces are very fierce but however they're friendly ;D discipline ! )

I WANT TO GO AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN !

I only managed to take one photo, I want to secretly take photo of them but it was in video mode ! Tsk!

Nevermind, till then we meet again (:

MY NEIGHBOUR CAME BACK FROM SINGAPORE ALREADY ;D

HE MSG-ED ME ! *jumped.

BYE EVERYONEEEEEE~

TAG MY BOARD

.
& Lil cute boy believe that this is my boyfriend :D

2007-03-16T21:10:00.000-07:00

I went to town ytd !

Photos upload tmr, or some other day :D

I'll be going to MrKokPing'S BBQ & supporting My Jackass @ JP later (: Yahooooooooooooo~

2007-03-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

People said that I had changed. MrNipple said I treated him as hello-bye-friends now. MrKwt said that when I need him then I talk to him and so on...
I didnt, I really didnt. You people are still in my heart, are still very dear to me ):

If really so that I've change, its because of him. Whatever.

2007-03-14T22:15:00.000-07:00

I'M BORED TO DEATH.

I woke up early by phone call&message.

Its was TXH. I returned his call and went back to sleep again.

I dont have any places to go today, I dont think I am going to do my works either.

I just dont feel like taking up the pen and start writing.

TAG MY BLOG PEOPLE !

My mood is not very right now. I dont know why kuh.

I feel like playing pool right at the moment !

MY NEIGHBOUR GOING TO MALAYSIA ALREADY !

NOT FAIRRRRR~ I WANT TO FLY TO HAWAII !

& NEIGHBOUR FINALLY MESSAGED ME .

TEEEHEEEEES .

THANK YOU JUSTINA (:

You can be a prince my knight

You can be my superman save me here I am

2007-03-14T08:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO WORMS, MAGGOTS, FLIES =D

Had Maths Workshop this morning. Its was boring.

It gets so difficult t wear even the school uniform on my body !

My body is now burning hot ! =D

My face was f. red and everyone asked -.- ROFL.

Like obviously I had sunburn ! *teeheessss.

Then after MathsWorkshop, it was pouring heavily and Vivien's dad sent me home (:

Then I met Mr.KokPing and chatted at the void deck.

After that, went home and ate dinner.

I finally met JX =D How greatttt.

*hugs & misses ! I love them tons&loads.

Endless chat with them, dont feel like going home actually.Even we were to ton till the next morning, I'll still talk non stop! ;D

I dont wish that the next meet up will be like months later. Days later can? (:

Few people said that my friendster photos dont look like me ): *upset.

I received a few message from Aidil today ;D

Alot of messages from KokPing.

One message from gh.

Handful of messages from py.

Two messages from Jessica.

LOL , but where's yours =D

2007-03-13T20:05:00.000-07:00

SENTOSA SENTOSA SENTOSA !
xD I uploaded all the photos, lazy to go friendster put everything.
=D VIVIENP, PEIYU, KELLIE, SHIWEI, ZHILIN& JIANXU
Played Volleyball& Water balls, wrestling&piggy back-ed.
I was enjoying myself like all the way, taking photo is the best !
=D I really love going to the beach luhhhh, can I like go again without sun burn.
JianXu piggy back me and hit VivienP. *evil laughs.
Then we went Vivo city, brought MrTallie his birthday present and went to eat pasta mania.
After that, JianXu&ZhiLin left. The rest went to Esplanade..
The top level was closed down and we sat inside the shelter.
Sat for last than an hour, we went home because its really boredddd.
I slept while standing up in the MRT. Then went home..

I'm a BBQ PORK ! :D

2007-03-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

I ENJOYED TODAY :D
I LOVED MY LIFE NOW,
MY HANDPHONE IS ALIVE ALREADY (:
UPDATE TMR , WITH LOAD PHOTOS =D

2007-03-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

I went to run just now.

There's some dogs barking at us and making fun of us. Tsk.

We ran to the same old place.

:D and slacked around there.

CindySIAO is mad, her MP3 phone super power.

They came my house and rot.

PICTURE UP TMR (:

I'LL MEET JXL SOOOON , I'll promise them =D

I felt really bad not being able to attend Andy's birthday.

2007-03-11T20:16:00.000-07:00

/
I cant wait to go running later & sentosa tmr =D
I wanted to see Zander but he's having training tmr ! Tsk .

2007-03-10T00:25:00.001-08:00

HELLO! :D